It's August and as I looked back, it has been 3 months since I step into the single hood world.

And alhamdullilah, I'm fine~ as in not having doubts or questioning if what I did was right or wrong. No. I can't do that. It has been done and it's no use contemplating on my decision. I have to believe in myself. If what I do is for my own good self, then I think I make the right decision.

And to you, don't know if you still read my blog ‘cause the last time I checked during our 3 yrs relationship, you didn't. However, I believe you still check here and there after that recent outburst in my tag. I hope you are well and are doing good. Go and achieve your dreams. I think its better this way. You do not need any of my setbacks to pull you down.

I'm well and in fact, I'm doing better than before. As I looked back on the 1st month after the break up, I'm much way better now. Right now, I'm always being optimistic and thought of a ways to enjoy my weekends or weekdays. I've been picking up Swarovski Beading Jewelery as a new hobby~ And I'm loving it~ Apart from having new accessories in my collection, I can sell it too. And my colleagues really love it~

Photography will be my next one. But I have to get the CANON camera that I've been eyeing first. With the extra savings I have put aside, I think I'm able to get a 2nd hand one. I've been saving more recently. I like that. Just by seeing that hard earn money that I have put aside felt good.

But what surprise me was the difference in me before and after a relationship. I used to remember that before I step into the relationship, I was always searching for love and eager to get into a relationship. I used to have a lot of guy friends. >.< Come to think of it, I kinda feel stupid for behaving that way. Haha~

written @11:32 AM