"Relationship SUCKS when ppl dun treasure what you are doing for them"This is what I saw at his MSN message. I know it doesn't point out to anybody but of course it must be about his recent relationship right? So it is indirectly gotta do something about me.
I know that I even shouldn't be bothered by this as it is no point in brooding over this matter 'cause it's over. But I can't help it. Well, it's not that I'm sad or depressed that he state this phrase. I just want to prove him otherwise.
When I read this, the first thing that came to my mind was what has he done for me?
Yes, I agreed that you have been there for me.
Yes, I agreed that you have fulfilled whatever things that I want him to do.
Yes, I agreed that I can feel his love for me whenever we go out.
And finally, yes, I agreed that you have been working hard so that you can be stabilize yourself in order for our future to be easy.
Yes, I know you want to settle all your stuffs first so that I may not be included in this burden of yours.
Yes, I know you are trying to upgrade yourself with the part-time class so that you can find a better job in the future.
You think I don't understand? I do!!! So don’t think that I don't understand your situation.
The only thing that just concerns me is the jobs that you chose into. I know it's hard for you to find a job. And since the day that I knew you, job-hopping is not a normal thing to me. It's not good for my health you know 'cause I will always get stressed whenever you changed job. No job, no income. And what are you gonna do about the other responsibilities that you need to settle. You think that I never ever think about that for you? I did! Stress tau!!! And now, you choose a property line. You only got commission when you sold a house. So that means no sales, no income. Can you survive that? Why can’t you find one that has a monthly based income? I mean to just get some income first so that these responsibilities are covered bit by bit. At least that's better rather than you just jump into a job that make big money and then no returns were seen. There goes your time being wasted.
So if you continue to do this way, how long am I gonna wait for you? Until I'm 30 plus? And if we were to be together eventually, will I be neglected at home? Will you be working non-stop again? You yourself told me that you wanna have a room for you to work so that you can work all day and night. So I assume you rather work all day. Workaholic... I know you will reasoned out by saying to earn money. But being a workaholic has its pros and cons.
So please understand that it has been hard for me to choose what I have done. It's such a pity for our relationship to end. Don't say that I don’t treasure what you have done.
It's just that I don't see how you handle with the way you choose your path to be...
