So far it has been 4 weeks and I guess you can say that I'm coping or in control now. lolx.
First few weeks was tough for me. Went to work, come back home and stay in my room. Just listening to music, surf net, and sometimes I can just space out staring at my laptop screen.
Mum got worried & kept asking me if I'm ok or not. She even kept calling me also after I finish work to see if I'm coming home or not. And she still does it now. Zzzz... Irritating but yeah... I know she's worried for me.
But sometimes when she checked on me in my room, she always asked me what I was doing and thus, I said surfing the net or play games lor.
And then she asked me this question. "Tak nak cari lagi ke?"
Eh?? Dunno why that pissed me off and so i said, "Malas nak start over, bu.."
That remark shut her up and she just shakes her head.
But honestly, I'm too lazy to start over again. Serious! Finding one je dah susah. Nak cari lagi? Hohoho! Tak kuasa aku... Malas!
I don't care how long I am single but if I'm ready to find one then I find. I don't care what other ppl might say. Right now I just do what I can with my life.
Tapikan kalau sapa-sapa nak introduce kan atau carikan untuk kita pun boleh.. haha!
That will definitely shut her up. XD
